How would you know if it's truly real?
I grabbed her hand and it felt right. It felt good. She wanted to take a photo with me but again I dropped the cue. I held her hand and she was ok. She didn't remove herself uncomfortably. This incredibly strong woman let me lead her and I dropped her hand because I didn't want to seem disrespectful or presumptuous. A bit of typical crumbling in the moment also... Still not sure how I've ever gotten a girlfriend but there's a chance the opportunity with her is gone. We will most likely work together again with me as photographer. When I see her look, what will I do? Miss the connection? Foolishly pass the opportunity of a lifetime?
"Love was the crime I paid for insecurity..."